The Divorced Son: Part Ten | Reflections
Envy is called the ‘green-eyed monster’, and boy was I. I lost my dad, really, my family… I was so angry. So very, very angry…. I looked at other people that had their dad, and I envied. I wanted what they had. Even though I knew nothing about them and their life. I wanted my full family. My Dad, My Mom, My Brother, and me. I didn’t realize the gift God gave to me. He gave me the gift of sight. I could see how precious a whole family is. I could see everything I never got from my Dad, that I wanted. I kept looking for fathers. There really is only one Father that won’t disappoint. He has everything you could want. He protects you every single day. I have seen it. He kept me from going down deep dark paths, ones you don’t come back from easily. I know He loves me. He took me down paths I needed to know, in order to stand up for the Divorced Sons and Divorced Daughters out there. I am put into the paths of lives He wants me to touch.